Thursday, May 14, 2026

The Unsettling Feeling of Forgetting Something Important

I don't really know what this feeling is.
I am...How do I explain it?
I guess the best way I can kind of explain it is that I am... feeling... you know, uneasy.
The kind of feeling you get that feels like you're missing something, you know, that you're meant to be doing something or remembering something, but you just aren't.
But no matter how hard I think about it, I can't come up with anything that I'm missing, yet I can't shake this feeling... 
What is it? I don't know.
Is it anxiety?
Is it me?
A feeling like I'm forgetting something?
It just feels that way.
If I think about it logically, sure I guess, but from a feelings, emotional level, it's just, it bugs me, It lives not even in my head but my soul, rent free.
I can't turn on my Unreal Engine project without feeling like, oh, this isn't exactly what I'm supposed to be doing at the moment because I've got stuff left over, which I should be working on.
I guess I should go through my emails to try and see if I'm forgetting something, maybe.
I guess a good first step, if I'm truly concerned about it, is to go through the emails sent to me by NBC, because as far as I can think about it, the only thing I'm missing at the moment is taxation period, right?
Just for me to submit my audited documents over to them, bank account statements, any expenditures and, you know, invoices and whatnot.
But yeah.
Oh, man, I don't know.
It bugs me.... I can't exactly figure out why.