Tuesday, August 12, 2014

yet another cameo.

One of those weirder moments for me. I just woke up from something like an evening nap, and during that nap time, I had a dream about TZ. I haven’t had dreams bout her in AGES, so this is one of those things that really knocked me out of the park. I will start however by saying that the dream I had about her wasn’t strictly about her, but rather she was in it, and that’s one of the more prominent things that I do remember about it. The others just had something to do about protecting myself from unknown dangers with a gun and what not :|

Without going too much into the details, most of the dream talked about some sort of reconciliation between us, in a bid to get back together. Sometimes, I wonder if that’s just a was of my heart telling me what I want, or just some random dream that appears with that topic at hand. Either way, it was something that appeared in that dream that I had today, and well, her in that dream was particularly keen on the idea :\

Idk. I don’t want to think too much into it, but rather I want to just write it out into words just to get it out of me and deal with it I guess. I haven’t checked on what she was doing in ages, heck, I don’t even know if she’s still in Msia or London, but for the most part I think I don’t really care? I think. Meh. It should be nothing… dreams will remain dreams after all, nothing should change IRL…

 

hamster off and out.

Saturday, August 09, 2014

Down, Down, Down.

I can say it louder but I can't say it clearer
I could love you more but I don't
So you're going down
Down, down, down

I can speak the words in a way you've never heard them
I could lie and say that I'm sorry
While you're on the ground
Down, down, down

You can kick and punch
Go in for the kill
Scream and shout it out
I'll be standing still
Watching it unfold
Right before my eyes
Watch you going down
Down, down, down

I could build a wall and never let you get through it
I could listen more but I don't
So you're going down
Down, down, down

You can kick and punch
Go in for the kill
Scream and shout it out
I'll be standing still
Watching it unfold
Right before my eyes
Watch you going down
Down, down, down