UGH.

More nightmares. I don't know where they're really coming from but I suppose they're preying on those insecurities of mine that I try to bury before they rear their ugly head.

Truth of he matter probably being that they wont disappear anytime soon... sigh. It was quite a depressing and disturbing dream at that, and as of late I've been having quite vivid dreams, not necessarily bad, but most of the related on a similar level...

A dream is a dream is a dream.... is a dream. I'll not allow it to get to me, not now not ever. Something like that is just too... whacked too happen anyway. It'll never happen, at least not like that.

Sigh.

Over-(insert worries here)

Why does it seem that when I'm hit of that fear of the unknown I seem to speculate so much on what has happenned in its place, and start thinking of such horrible over board things? Its really not making me feel any better and... I think I should really cut back on it >.> like heavily. 

Just having them thoughts roaming in my head is enough to kill me >< I get so overworried and stressed, and while I try to tell myself it's not whats going on, I tend to ask myself, what if it is. 

Certainly a bad nature of mine that I'd really like worked out of my system. Anymore of this and I'll surely drive myself insane in no time.

For the moment I shall distract myself with moving and what not. I'm sure nothing bag is happenning.

Overworried, Overthinking, Overboard and Over self stressing hamster.