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Forgive me. I'm feeling very random. VERY VERY... it just came to mind and now i feel like saying it... >_<

Osheenn i still love you. I don't know why, but i do. I mean... its ridiculous. Even after 3 years or more of not seeing you, i still love you. As much as the day i met you. >_< this is soo... strange... Its odd. Whenever i try to think of someone else, my mind stops me. Even if i know that there is another girl who likes me and well, she's cute and all, i can't bring myself to like them. I mean... its so... tormenting, yet an interesting experience. GAH! I don't even know what i'm saying now. @_@ i just had to let this feeling inside me go.

I don't know why i love you this much. I really don't. Even after so long... of not seeing your face... in person i mean... and hearing your voice, i still feel so attracted to you. Ok ok, before it gets any stranger, i think i should end it at here. >_< sorry =P

2nd revision of my Wine Glasses... Added more effects, but i still see problems in places that were affected in my previous renders. This one has abit of a snowy effect where the olive drab colours used to be. I changed the energy value of teh light shining through so its abit over exaggerated, but cool lol 

hmm... this was actually meant as a test base... like to see how well using glass physics worked as a render method... looked pretty funky... =P 

I played around with more stuff... =P typical me i guess. This is a torus knot on mental ray renderer with some caustic lighting in play.. X3 

Hmm... i tried fixing that previous issue. i really did. i used a different setting in this picture, in my opinion, it looks better, but there are a few problems... as u can see there's like some weird snowy effect where it used to be olive... hmm.. 

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I once said "ignorance is bliss, until the truth hits u and then u wish you hadn't ignored". Strangely said, just recently there was an accident where a Malay boy crashed his uncle's Mercedes into a steamroller, killing all 6 people in the car. Apparently, the boy borrowed the car from his uncle to use for a business trip. Apparently it was to give a good impression to his customers or something. I'm not sure bout the finer details, as i heard this from my dad, but the guys, in their 20's and 30's went out to supper and when they finished at 2 am, drove back. The guy somehow lost control of the vehicle and rammed into a steamroller on the opposite side of the road.

Now, not only did the car get hit (infact that wouldn't be the case), it exploded! O_o they must've been travelling at quite a speed for an explosion like that to happen. The guys were completely burned to death, no escape >_< This is where my saying comes in i guess. Ignorance is bliss, in this case ignoring the dangers of speeding/ drink driving/ driving when sleepy.I mean... its one less burden to worry bout isn't it? just have fun. Yeah.. total bliss... until it hits u... or rather... u hit it. Then u wish u hadn't ignored. I'm not sure if they had the time to realise something like this, but yeah... i would think that it would be something their souls might think abt... "DAMN I SHUDN'T HAVE SPED!"

Too late jack. You're very dead by now. So my conclusion? never ever ignore. You might find yourself in a situation equally as ghastly as this. X3

Tiffany's mother, my... er... >_< not sure what u call ur cousin's wife but O_O oh well... yeah.. =P 

Hehe! still stunned =P thats my lil niece... cute isn't she? haha... her name is tiffany, and the one holding her is her grandad (mother's side) =)

Its not the best picture, but the bride and bridegroom together... X3 

The little children who helped out... and also my brother >_< 

Wee... James and Angie... =P in the church =P 

The bride and bridegroom with their hairstylist and extended family =P 

Another one of my cousin =P there's actually a TV up there... where he's looking... =P  

Mushrooms and brocolli!!! and yes, a pair of chopsticks >_< 

hehe... pick food pick food... eat eat... XD 

Ok, so it looks disgusting now, but it was actually a very nice desert XD 

There she is again... mmm... tea... =P 

My cousin! XD XD smiling... O_o  

My aunt... she looks less scary today hahaha ::STARES:: O_o 

Si Peng looking cool again XD 

BLEH!...My cousin Hoo Si Peng... the bridegroom's brother =P 

My cousin's cousin XD... thats kim.. such a... O_o model pose xD 

YEEEE!!! SMILE SMILE PEACE PEACE... that's the bride! XD pretty in white >_<

Hohoh... ANGREH! XD at least he looks it.. >_< he always looks serious dun mind him... that's my uncle, the groom's fatha! 

Hmm hmm... so i attended a wedding recently... thats my cousin Hoo Si Tchuen and his wife Angeline! XD pretty pretty smile smile 

I do believe that there is something wrong with this picture... hmm...
 

shigiddy?

I think there's something wrong with my firewal.. keeps on resetting itself for some god known reason... gonna re install it soon... its hindering me from adding new pics to my blog =P or at least i think thats what's wrong... >_<

Life's been crap. Stressful, boring. No, i'm not studying in Aust yet, but the boredom of not studying (yeah... i am getting that) and the stressfulness that i'm getting from my parents because of that (No change there) is kinda unbearable. >_< I just want this living nightmare to be over... or maybe... i am teh one who made it a nightmare... thats why assumption and i think its the best one... i took alot of wrong turns and accepted a few bad recommendations.

>_< i really need pics in now, so i'll be fixing my firewall now. BRB... with more pics XD

Another Outing...

Hmm hmm.. went out again today, this time to mid valley megamall with Leena... haha... talked abit, and had dinner as well... She might be the only person i can talk to while still being myself, without striving too much to please her XD... She's chilled coz of that... a good friend ta talk to...

Speaking of which, i forgot to take some pics of her to put up here, but then again, we're gonna go out soon again to watch a movie, so i'll have my chance to remember then... XD XD well, i guess this is it for now... sayonara, take care whoever is reading this crap...>_<

May I?

Jeez since when was it may already... O_o LOL

Oh well... some Zero and X goodness for y'all to share. =P