2 week~

No doubt that i've been delaying my posts. I have. Guilty as charged =P well... Probably why i'm writing it down now is that i'd rather not forget haha... Lets start off... with one of another "Yang's strange mysteries!".

You all know where this is heading don't ya... some weirded up crap i'm gonna spew again... >_<... Reconsidering what has happenned before, i think the ones i know i REALLY felt was the bathroom incidents and the door incident. The others might have been my imagination, but who knows. Somehow this particular spirit of mine loves to communicate with me in the weirdest ways, and in the bathroom >_>

Shall i get into details? yes i shall. Well you see, last night when i went to shower, something odd happenned. When i was showering, in the small shower cubicle, i bent down to get something. I didn't quite expect this one really... it was just... FREAKY in 1 word. When i bent down, i saw a bundle of hair fall to my left, near my head... as in.. not wet hair that had been there, but like... freshly cut hair.... DRY. Not only that, if it WAS fallen hair from my housemates, it would've been long hair... it was... SHORT HAIRS... approximately shoulder length >_> Well, its odd, coz later i spent in the shower thinking what this could've been. No logical explaination fit, ESPECIALLY since there was no way that hair could've come from nowhere... NOT EVEN SOMETHING TO FALL OFF FROM! except a head that might have been hanging over mine at the time ._.

Well, i went to bed thinking about it, only to be reminded of it this morning before uni >_> no, i didn't RETHINK ABOUT IT, but rather it happenned again, similar. I was showering, and when i wash my hair, i naturally close my eyes... and when i got rid of the shampoo and opened my eyes... There were shoulder length hairs on my right arm... THEY WERE THERE. And on my right arm! as if to signify something >_> but maybe thats taking it too far... STILL!!!! IT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT IT HAPPENNED!!! >_>

Guh... on a more happier note (obviously i'm too used to weird stuff happenning and its actually not good for my health i would think >_<) I found a packet of instant noodles that reminded me of home ._. who would've known that this little packet of DISCOUNT Instant Noodles could remind me of home so much? Little did i know that the poorly designed pakaging which read the words beef flavoured noodles... SMELT and TASTED like the ones i used to eat in Ipoh when i go there ._. On that matter itself, i didn't eat it the last time i got back and it was fairly distressing >_>... Never the less, i seem to have found my new nostalgia addiction >_> Beef noodles... Not only can u get hometown favourites now in packet noodles, i even have noodles that taste like the bihun my mom makes ._.

And today marks the official start of my wonderful 2 week break! yahoo-ness? :P Nothing much in stored, ALTHOUGH I did hear about a Panic! at the Disco performance going down in everywhere except adelaide ._. sux to be in adelaide this time. >_> I was really lookign forward to flying to melbourne to catch up with friends as well as catch the performance, but seems like its in Late october or Something odd... which is probably exam period... >_> i'm gonna check it out though... i might get lucky O_O (Just checked, its october 8th.. DAM!)

Well nothing else to say i guess.. i mean... this is already quite the long post ._. Lets see if i get any more hairs coming around me >_> (Reminds me of the Grudge, which also reminds me of Grudge 2, the sequel >_>)

Huzza!~

Well, i was actually contemplating posts before this one. One was about... me being pissed off at my sister, but i decided to skip that one. Another one was about just expressing more n more of my emo-ness w00t >_< And by that i mean expressing to her how much i miss her and want to see her ._.

Anyway, i decided that both probably aren't gonna give me any self satisfaction, so i thought that something else would satisfy me... and that is none other than... CHOCOLATES :3


MM... Heaven... =D I actually like it better than the cadbury ones. Not too thick and its got a nice blend of taste~


What was in the back of the packaging :3 I had to retype out the words digitally coz my crappy phone camera (VGA) can't do micro shots >_< so all the wording was kinda lost ._.


Just something i did when i got bored really... its my small lil room in Australia ._. I live in this room~ lol... It gets the job done, i'm not complaining i guess >_<

Dreams

What are dreams for? what are dreams? those neurons firing in our brains...? What are they meant to do? What determines what is in them? O_O its really something which i want to know because of the kinds of dreams i sometimes get. I mean, while some may seem illogical to you, it might have a deeper meaning inside them. I mean... i read in a book once that dreams that there are alot of meanings behind dreams, even those with you falling down >_<

Where am i getting at? nothing that significant really... just pondering thoughts here and there... For that matter, i'm trying hard to analyse the dreams i've had. I've had dreams about people whom i know about, but almost never think about, people whom have had bad history with me, attempting to patch things up together again, and yes, dreams about the girl i love. Most random most of them... OH! also dreams about mobile phones >_< for some reason lol... and not forgetting the one with the angel who visited me and smiled at me O_O

Yeah, its fairly random. Let me elaborate on them more. The first kind is one which was fairly odd, because it was with this girl whom i know i know, but never noticed that much, having a great time together, if i can remember, in the form of a couple O_O. Yeah, i'd like to know the reason into why that person and that situation. =_=

2nd is more simple. I had a person... whom i used to call friend for 2 years, backstab me on the final year, despite how much i've helped him, and just say "I've never liked you in the first place" and start spreading bad rumours about me as well as making insults about me to my friends when i was away. It hurt me more than anything to date. Hated him so for it. Funny thing is that i had a dream in which he apologized about it >_< and then being the forgivable person that i am, i accepted it. Most random, because i've never ever pictured it happenning in real life.

Huh... 3rd one. Now these dreams come at random as well. There are days in which i don't think about her, or at least i try not to, and they just come. POOF. They're mostly subtle, no, not wet dreams >_< They usually involve her being quite the passive character and me getting worked up about something and panicking or SOMETHING lol... i only remembered that i couldn't very well sit still in the dreams. These dreams... guh... They just remind me of how muh i love that person really. Nothing else. To the point that i really want to go to London now. I know how foolish it sounds, to go there without any plans, without any funding, without any REAL purpose and destination, but THATS HOW BAD I MISS HER. I really do miss her. Her smile, her face, her voice (though it has a slang now XD) huh... I mean, apart from her, i also have a fair lineup of reasons to go to London. The thing is that i won't be doing it anytime soon perhaps, being the non-spontaneous thinker that i am... sigh... That doesn't deny the urges i have to just go online and book a ticket to London though. Who cares if its 1 way! the more time i spend with her the better haha...

Well, i've got not much to say on the fourth one, in the sense that i've pretty much talked about it alot in my previous posts and that nothing significant in this field has been happenning recently so yeah... its boring =P

Haha... kinda strayed off topic abit there maybe. The human brain is perplexing. Why do we do the things we do, why do we feel and why do we live O_O I don't wanna bring things like god into this picture.Not gonna start to. Purpose in life is just such a mystery. What your percieve your purpose might be might be something very damned different. Your purpose in life could very well be as the stepping stones as another. if you heard the truth about it would you be contempt with your own life?

Dreams are strange. >_<

Movies~

Hmm hmm... yesterday went out to the movies~ before that went and eat sushi O_O hmm hmm... Australian sushi very so so only. I mean, considering they can't actually use the correct kind of rice for one, perhaps thats it. Also it tastes so bland O_O

Anyway, went out to watch Silent Hill yesterday.


Pretty funky movie. Its not really that NICE in that sense, but i liked it because it was original in terms of story line. How often do u get horror movies that have the main character COLLABORATE with the evil presence? lol... well, it wasn't scary too.

Ahem, but i'm not saying that the movie is bad, infact, it was quite interesting . For the matter that it wasn't like any other horror movie in that well... it wasn't horror to me O_O Some lines were really corny and like.... cheesy though >_<>_< my verdict? - 6/10

Haha... and the next movie? my sister and her friend snuck out of the cinema after the 1st movie >_< and then they went into the next screening of You, Me and Dupree O_O what else could i do but tag along with them! O_O

The movie was good though, i have really underestimated this one.


It had a VERY refreshing comedy story least to say. I really liked the show. It was funny and interesting in so many ways ^^ if ur gonna watch a comedy i really recommend this one. Really really good stuff ^^ my verdict? - 9/10. Why 9? because 1 point minused for the crap seat i was in that really felt like a guilottine running through my ass >_< lol

The loss of a legend

The news just shocked me. I'm utterly spechless. Well, maybe not THAT speechless, but i was taken aback by it. One of my favourite nature host just gone like that. I can't even nail it into the head. I'd rather pretend it didn't happen. Truth is that i will never ever get to see him happily in his shows again though. Real sad loss.

For those who have no clue what i'm talking about. Its Steve Irwin. The famous Aussie legend, who has made himself famous through his series, Crocodile Hunter. He was a legend, and forever will be. Taken when he was filming for his daughter's documentary, a day after Father's Day.


EDIT: I'd really love to elaborate more on why i'm kinda emo about this. Losing Steve Irwin is like... losing your inspiration to life. He was my inspiration at many times. At one point, i wanted to be a marine biologist, because i loved the sea alot, and a pilot because i loved the skies. Watching shows like his inspired me and pretty much open my eyes alot, especially since crocodiles have always been viewed as ferocious creatures. So how are you supposed to feel when the inspiration you looked up to died? and i'm not talking about some fictional character, or some edited anime scene. He is as real as you and me, yet so different in many ways.

I grew up on Steve Irwin's crocodile hunter. He was really an invincible and admirable character in my eyes, even before i went to Australia. He would face these animals so fearlessly, yet so passionate about them. Admirable. His death is like a part of me being lost forever. It really is. Its like this empty chunk in my soul just dissipating away. sigh. I really admired him. I guess now when i go back to Malaysia, i can't turn on Astro and switch to the Discovery Channel in hopes to watch his shows. I really wanted to meet him, at least once. Now all i get to see is a tombstone.

What a really crap ending for someone as famous as him. Really. Pierced through the heart with a stingray's barb. Probably didn't even need the extremely dangerous venom to kill him >_< The following article taken from : www.theage.com.au

Daredevil Irwin dies doing what he loved

September 4, 2006 - 2:24PM

Wildlife warrior Steve Irwin was a daredevil who loved flirting with danger around deadly animals.

But after years of close shaves it was a normally harmless stingray which finally claimed his life on Monday, plunging a barb into the Crocodile Hunter's chest as he snorkelled in shallow water on the Great Barrier Reef.

The 44-year-old TV personality may have died instantly when struck by the stingray while filming a sequence for his eight-year-old daughter Bindi's new TV series, friends believe.

"You think about all the documentaries we've made and all the dangerous situations that we have been in, you always think `is this it, is this a day that maybe his demise?'," said his friend and manager John Stainton.

"(But) nothing would ever scare Steve or would worry him. He didn't have a fear of death at all."

Mr Irwin made his international reputation wrestling crocodiles and snakes.

But the flamboyant naturalist's final confrontation with a wild animal occurred at Batt Reef off Port Douglas on Monday morning, where he had been filming a new documentary, "Ocean's Deadliest".

Taking time off from the main project, Mr Irwin was swimming in shallow water, snorkelling as his cameraman filmed large bull rays.

"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Mr Irwin's friend and manager John Stainton.

"It's likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don't think that he ... felt any pain.

"He died doing what he loved best."

Mr Irwin's death was only the third known stingray death in Australian waters, said shark and stingray expert Victoria Brims.

Wildlife experts said the normally passive creatures only sting in defence, striking with a bayonet-like barb when they feel threatened.

Marine documentary maker Ben Cropp, who spoke to one of Mr Irwin's crew, said: "Steve got probably maybe a bit too close to the ray, and with the cameraman in front, the ray must have felt sort of cornered.

"It went into a defensive mode, stopped, turned around and lashed out with its tail, which has a considerable spike on it.

"Unfortunately Steve was directly in its path and he took a fatal wound."

Unconscious, Mr Irwin was pulled aboard his research vessel, Croc One, for a 30-minute dash to Low Isle, where an emergency helicopter had been summoned at about 11am, his Australia Zoo said in a statement.

The crew of the Croc One performed constant CPR during the voyage to Low Isle, but medical staff pronounced Mr Irwin dead about noon.

Mr Irwin's body was flown to a morgue in Cairns, where stunned family and friends were gathering on Monday night.

His American-born wife Terri was told of her husband's death while on a walking tour in Tasmania, and returned to the Sunshine Coast with her two children, Bindi and three-year-old son Bob.

The death of the larger than life Mr Irwin, best known for his catchcry "Crikey!", caused shockwaves around the world, leading TV bulletins in the United States and Britain.

He was one of Australia's best known personalities internationally and an ambassador for the nation and its wildlife.

Mr Irwin was also a global phenomenon, making almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet, and which generated books, interactive games and even toy action figures.

Prime Minister John Howard said: "I am quite shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin's sudden, untimely and freakish death. It's a huge loss to Australia.

"He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people."

Mourners laid flowers at the entrance of Mr Irwin's Australia Zoo, on Queensland's Sunshine Coast.

Mr Stainton said bad weather had stopped the filming for their documentary about some of the world's deadliest sea creatures.

Mr Irwin instead decided on a whim to shoot footage for his daughter Bindi's upcoming series.

"He said 'I might just go off and shoot some segments for Bindi's show, just stuff on the reef and little animals," Mr Stainton said.

"I just said fine, anything that would keep him moving and keep his adrenalin going.

"The next thing I heard on the radio was there was a medical emergency, the little dinghy he was in was bringing him back with the crew.

"Everyone tried absolutely tirelessly to revive him to keep him alive, we cut dinghies loose and made it post haste to Low Isle where we knew the chopper would be able to get in, but I think it's possible he probably died at 11am."

Diver Pete West was on a nearby boat and believed Mr Irwin may have been alive when pulled from the water.

"He was doing what he did best and unfortunately today he wasn't quick enough," he told the Seven Network.

University of Melbourne expert Bryan Fry said stingrays only sting in defence.

"They're not aggressive animals so the animal must have felt threatened. It didn't sting out of aggression, it stung out of fear," said Dr Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research.

He said the stingray would have been up to 2.5 metres across, with a "formidable" jagged barb up to 20cm long, capable of tearing flesh.

"It's not the going in, it's the coming out," Dr Fry said of the serrated barb.

But the stingray's venom would not have been a factor.

Mr Irwin was comfortable around animals, no matter how dangerous, and some wildlife experts warned he took too many risks.

His enthusiasm and daring made him famous.

The Melbourne-born father of two's Crocodile Hunter program was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on cable network Discovery.

He also starred in movies and helped develop the Australia Zoo wildlife park, north of Brisbane, which was started by his parents Bob and Lyn Irwin.

He grew up near crocodiles, trapping and removing them from populated areas and releasing them in his parents' park, which he took over in 1991.

Bob was involved in a controversial incident in January 2004, when his father held his infant son in one arm as he fed a dead chicken to a crocodile at Australia Zoo.

Child welfare and animal rights groups criticised his actions as irresponsible and tantamount to child abuse.

Mr Irwin said any danger to his son was only a perceived danger and that he was in complete control of the situation.

In June 2004, Mr Irwin came under fire again when it was alleged he came too close to and disturbed some whales, seals and penguins while filming a documentary in Antarctica.

Mr Irwin was also a tourism ambassador and was heavily involved in last year's "G'Day LA" tourism campaign.

Queensland Premier Peter Beattie said Mr Irwin was an "extraordinary man".

"He has made an enormous difference to his state and his country," he said.

© 2006 AAP

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Stats collecting

Heh, i just had to do this sorry =P I have actually collected stats from this blog, seems that i actually do get quite abit of visits, contrary to what i think... from all over the world too O_O its kinda interesting, coz some just access my blog from a google search lol...

Here's the stats to date =P


Surprising what i find is that most of you ppl are using LCD screens... thats in a separate graph of course. About 2/3's of my visitors are those of resolutions used in LCD screens, the 1280x1024, and the other a more common one, mostly the normal or crt screens, or even crappy laptop screens of 1024x768 O_O

Haha i do have more detailed stats of the people who visited my blog, including their isp and Ip address, but hey, those kind of details aren't necessary =P

J-Pop singers SPAM~

Hmm... bleh, so for those who actually notice, i've had my fair share of spamming some J singers >_< then ="P">_<.

Well, not my point, but anyway, while i was looking for the ending theme songs, which was sang by a different artist, which i thought the song was REALLY good, i stumbled over another one of their singles, and got it as well.

Funny thing is that despite them looking really over the top on their 1st single's cover, the 2nd album actually made them look... err.. NORMAL lol... And i liked the 2nd single's song much better than the 1st as well O_O

So i guess here it is,
Jyukai - Anata Ga Ita Mori


Jyukai - Koibito Doushi


Yeah, notice the difference? O_O They look soo much better in the 2nd one >_< and ooh, while finding out the origins of that song i also found out that there were 2 new anime's coming out.

For those who used to watch Ah! My Goddess on AXN, or some other funky channel, rejoice/ mourn that there is a second season of Ah! My Goddess, called Ah! My Goddess - Sorezore No Tsubasa. Takes place 1 year after the first seasons, and going by the user ratings, its good O_O gonna download and see for myself >_<

2nd one is an adaptation. I'm starting to see how many anime's now somehow or another get adapted from their manga counterpart and actually do really well O_O well, not always the case, but its a nice trend to see. I love nothing more than seeing my favourite manga get transformed into an anime haha... (Excluding Ichigo 100%. God, they should burn the anime. Its a DISGRACE TO ALL ANIMES)

Coming back onto the main road, the anime is adapted from Busou Renkin the manga, and its Kinda like bleach lol... even the main character has a large funky looking sword >_<

Haha... just when my torrent download list was emptying out >_<

Woah~

I actually just only finished my assignment not too long ago =P the funny thing was that, i remembered it 1 hour 15 minutes before the actual deadline, and having not paid attention in class at all, when i looked through what i had to do i was like... "OH NOES I AM GOING TO BE TEH DEADETH!"

So i did it, and i finished it in 45 minutes, actually accomplishing what i had to do. All my lectures i didn't pay attention to just made sense when i looked at the code for 5 seconds lol... somehow everything just came into place and everything worked so proud X3.

Anyway, onto more funky things, before i knew it, i became a fanboy of Tainaka Sachi. She being such a small time artist didn't make sense at 1st but oh well O_o. I began looking ofr pic of her, and anime's which she sang for w00t. So, my obsession with her managed to get me her latest album, actually released only on this 30th of august =D

here it is i guess...

Tainaka Sachi - Saikou No Kataomoi





EDIT: I actually forgot that i wanted to post up the new calendar, and since i want this post on top priority, i'm gonna add it her ahah... Welcome to September~ reminds me of that song... "Wake me up... when September ends~" O_O