I find myself really needing to write as of late. A lot of things have been irritating me left and right, to the point where I wonder if I’m getting more and more easily irritable or is it just the surroundings that I’m in right now that is causing this to happen.
Case in point as well right now with my mom in my room, and she really has nothing good to say. I’m glad that I started my own company after so many years, but she always just talks about giving it up and working for someone else or just changing jobs if I’m not “making enough money”. This irritates me a lot. This really does.
This gets on my nerves a fuckload because this is part of my dream of what I want to do, and it doesn’t even take a fucking year or 6 months into it for her to tell me to give up on it and do something else. It’s so fucking new that she can’t even tell anything right now and all that she has is just negativity for me. It annoys me so fucking much because it’s just belittling. It’s her always coming in and thinking that she knows best when she knows fucking nothing at all and it irritates the fuck out of me.
EVERY COMPANY IN THE STARTING HAS A BURN RATE. YOU WILL BURN MONEY IN THE BEGINNING BEFORE YOU’LL REALLY END UP MAKING MONEY. THE POINT IS THAT YOU BURN THAT MONEY WISELY IN BUILDING SOMETHING EVEN BETTER AND BIGGER THAT WILL EARN YOU MORE. She just doesn’t seem to like it or care. She just wants money. More money. Work for big companies, give your life away, trade away your dreams, slave away at a standard 9-5 job working on other people’s dreams.
Ugh. I get it that she’s trying to show some concern in what I’m doing, but honestly, she just fucking sucks at it. Everything that she says is demotivating, to the point where I don’t bother replying and talking much to her and I think she knows it. I can tell that she’s sad in her voice but I really don’t need this right now.
As she once said, if you’ve got nothing else better to say, don’t say it.
