Thursday, June 28, 2007

home~ home on the range~

A night sky full of cries
Our hearts filled with lies
The contract, is it worth the price?
A soul pledged to the darkness
Now I've lost it
I know i can kill
The truth exists beyond the gates

No, I've not lost my head (yet). Its just lyrics from a song which i really like haha... from a show called Darker Than BLACK. :P This time around it'll be more of a random post full of crap. Still got an exam to do, still have to move out my stuff. Still have to pack up and leave for home, settle my accommodation if needed in Melbourne etc etc. But meh, just WHEN has my life been a peaceful bliss. Really, its like everything in this world strives to piss me off in some weird way i never thought i would be. Then again i did inherit the touchy-ness from my mom so i guess thats a norm. At least i acknowledge that and i attempt to control it haha.

If i was ever a Heroes character i think i would be one of the most useless ones. From young i've been told i had a good sense of logic and i sort of acknowledge that having had it told to me time and time again. I just find it awkward that i can understand things so fast and with ease. I can take a look at a new language (computer programming) and instantly pull some sense into it lol >_> Just recently i was kinda pissed off that a few of my custom scripts that i downloaded for 3d Studio Max 8 didn't work in Max 9 and 10 minutes after looking at the script i ended up fixing it and also wrote my own scripts later on. Thus said, a useless power in terms of a combat situation. Yes, i understand i'm in shitload of danger if i met with Sylar, but thats as much as i can do xD Ok maybe not that bad. I'd probably be a strategist or something lol.

I did tell you this post was more to the random end of things and i'm not kidding :P honestly said still pissed off at my housemate but meh, I won't get anything out of a harboring hate for someone. Not that i forgive him though. Just a non-beneficial act. Still need to find a place to shift out to for the early bits of July though. And i need one FAST. Time is running out as they say. I might end up a street bum soon xD

haha. ok, i think i REAAAAAALLLY should sleep now. I screwed up bad enough today by sleeping in too long... >_> and so off i go~ l8ers to all of you who read my blog. Hopefully i can see you when i get back to Msia, if not, i'll see you again when i get back to australia haha. If not just... see you when i see you ;P

Monday, June 25, 2007

In a week

Alot is set to happen in a week here. I'd start with my bitching sessions now but i'll reserve them for later. Just on to the more boring topics, that my Engineering Programming exam is next week on the 30th, effectively my last exam before i go back, and also as of today my last week in this house. Complications.

Also got to settle lots of crap in relations to moving accommodation but hey, thats my life i guess. Hectic because i want it to be in a way. Scheduled organizedness is quite boring haha...

Random pics come first then more random ones later :P

I spam Avatar War Mechs and Venoms! x)


then i Spam an entire army of 67+ PACS! (Planetary Assault Carriers)


Just to give you a unit count here, every PAC carries from what i see 8 other smaller space craft. I have well over 67 PACs in this scene.


Taking that number of 8 + the ship itself becomes 9 and so multiplying that with 67+ makes it a number close to a thousand itself x) muahahaha... 1K of units onto a small base. YOU SHALL FEEL MY WRATH >(


Random work i'm doing for some guy who spent 5 or so hours trying to persuade me to help him with his mod after i posted WiPs (Work in Progress) in a modding site >_>


And look what came to me 7am friday morning? hoho. Indeed my bitching at SanDisk did pay off. The process which was supposed to take 3-5 weeks ended up being done in 1 1/2 weeks. Who said they couldn't speed up my process? Wanna know what else is interesting? Its sent from the States with UPS express EXPEDITED X)


They deserved the verbal bashing i gave them anyway, treating your customers like idiots is something you don't do in a business. Really damage the SanDisk image for me. meh. i got my player back.


Came in a new box as well. To add, a box different from my current one... and since i didn't send in my cables and stuff i got an extra USB Cable, an Extra Lanyard, an Extra pair of earphones which makes two now since i don't even touch the original one from the previous, and also an extra protective sleeve. haha. I'm having fun.


Now this is sort of to my amazement but the darn thing actually ran faster than the old one. Shocking but yeah. I mean i didn't think it had anything remotely to do with the player itself being buggy (my old one) but it was. Hmm.


Just a random pic of me of that morning. I WAS still abit sleepy hence the sleepy eyes but hey, the player was back. Alls good. lol

[BITCHING] So anyway, I've written in about that really IRRITATING housemate of mine. I mean seriously freaking irritating. His parents came over recently, in fact they're still in the house. Honestly i thought they'd be any better than him, but turns out they're probably the stem of his behavior. I honestly don't like bashing other people's parents but this time they're not 3rd party anymore, I've got freaking conflict with them as well. Good thing they're leaving tomorrow. Thank fucking god. Lets start with a smaller more... miniature case.

When i came into this house i brought along with me some of my stuff, either mine or passed down. Amongst these items lay a small paring knife, one which i kept quite well and sharpened on a daily basis to add, but i only used it to cut small meats and peel fruits etc etc. Then one day it goes missing. Mind you it was missing for more than a while. There were originally two of these knives in the house, one being mine. To add it was a FREE knife. So yeah, whatever. But when someone STEALS a free knife thats pretty sad. Anyway only the girl housemate knows about it and so she talked to me about it on several occasions on whether i found it.

She one day decides to anyway give me her new one since it was free anyway. How nice yeah? i mean its just out of kindness so i appreciated it. Then ooh. BEHOLD AND WONDER. Its gone missing! but in its place my old knife is there? WTF? I mean SERIOUSLY. YOU STEAL MY FUCKIN FREE KNIFE THEN WHEN I GET A NEW ONE BACK FROM SOMEONE WHO'S KIND ENOUGH TO GIVE HERS TO ME, NOT THAT I ASKED, YOU TAKE THAT INSTEAD AND YOU RETURN MINE? HOW FUCKIN STINGY CAN YOU BE? I MEAN SERIOUSLY.

Guh. Anyway, i'm pointing fingers at the guy at the moment, since he's the only one i have a grudge on at the moment though i try not to show it. Then now onto his parents. Honestly, they seemed like a nice pair at first. They didn't really bother me and they left me alone most of the time. Apparently he told them about me as well. For that i think they probably kept a grudge on me as "the boy who made our precious feel bad and lame" pfft. The mom only talks to me and she does do some kind of interrogation on me, and not to mention on one occasion stare at me like i'm some sort of fucking alien. right. Whatever. Then today i went to wash my clothings, she pops up and the dialog is this as i can remember it

Her:"So when are you moving out?" (in a very cinapek bad english accent)
Me:"Uhm around June-July"
Her:"Oh... ok... you told clement already?"
Me:"Yeah, i told him already like in 1 month advance"
Her:"Well clement says he didn't hear anything about it from you. You should tell him one month in advance if you're going to move out. You've going to have to pay for July rent"
Me:"Uhm... yeah, i told him already, if he can't remember i can't really say anything"
Her:"Can you stay till August?" <- WTF? I MEAN WTF MAN.

Ok so i can't really remember every detail of it at the moment. I was pissed off. I don't think i wanna recall it. The matter of fact was that she actually wanted me to pay for rent even though i wasn't gonna be here? i mean WTF man. WHAT. THE. FUCK. I told her as well i wouldn't be in Australia but she says i still have to pay it because i didn't tell clement in advanced or what not crap which i told him in advance already, its JUST WTF CRAP. I just feel like shouting now. Not only that she spies on me and what i do and its just WTF. She then gets me to call him in which i do and we come to an understanding, BUT NO. YOU KNOW WHAT? THEY CALL HIM BACK UP AND LORD KNOWS WHAT THEY WERE FUCKING TALKING ABOUT THEY SUDDENLY CAME BACK TO ME AND LIKE ASKED ME TO PAY FOR SOME GOD KNOWS WHAT RENT.

So i told them fine. I will move out before the start of July. And yeah, inevitably, they still want me to pay for July regardless. SERIOUSLY. WHAT THE FUCK. HAVE THESE PEOPLE NO SENSE OF ETHICS OR SOMETHING? UGH. Anyway, i'm freaking pissed off at them. He's not in at the moment and you know what pissed me off as well? THEY TOOK MY BAR OF SOAP FROM THE BATH. SERIOUSLY. YOU can be a stingy piece of crap for all i care but to the extent of stealing soap? WTF ARE YOU BEGGARS? YOU CAN COME TO AUSTRALIA BUT YOU CAN'T BUY YOUR OWN CHEAP BAR OF SOAP, OR EVEN TEACH YOUR SON NOT TO STEAL THE POSSESSION OF OTHERS JUST COZ IT MIGHT BE LESS RUN DOWN THEN YOU OWN???

I'm pissed off. I seriously am. What kind of fucked up family is this. Those fucking midgets. They ARE fucking midgets as well. Barely even my shoulders HAH! Not attempting to push all blame on the mom, coz the dad was the one who attempted a shot at trying to make me his bitch as well. Seriously. fuck off. Just coz i fucked up your son's pride real good now u want revenge at me huh? i'm sure he fucking bitched about me to you two as well. "BOO HOO HE HURT MY FEELINGS HE TOLD ME I'M NOT A FUCKING BIGSHOT" HAH. Well, let me inform you of this one thing that many may not know about me. I respect you if you can respect me. However it may seem like i practice some respect for the elders and such, its not true. I don't bias these kind of things. You're all the same to me, and as such no one gets more respect than the other unconditionally. Hence here's my wording to you. IF I CAN FUCK UP YOUR SON, JUST COZ YOU'RE OLDER AND YOU THINK YOU CAN WIN OVER ME WITH JUST THAT YOU'RE DEAD WRONG. MANY HAVE TRIED AND FAILED, INCLUDING MY OWN FAMILY MEMBERS SO DON'T FUCKING TEST ME.

Still pissed off but i don't think i can get as far as a few more sentences without the word fuck or bitch in it. As such i think i will call it a night soon. As such, [/BITCHING]

Friday, June 15, 2007

OMG

Quite random but Yuu Aoi is SOOOO CUUUUUTTEEEE >_<>.> She acted in Honey & Clover Live Action movie if i'm not mistakened (for you more original japs, Hachimitsu to Clover) lol >.>


*MELTS AT THAT SMILE* ;_;


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUTTEEEEEE T_T lol >.>


Kyaha i was right! HAGU!

Judgment day approaches

Less than a month now before i go back. The polar hamster writing here from a country thats just about to go freaking polar. Weather outside now is 2 celcius. Ok, so it might not mean much to people "OH YEAH SO WHAT? IT GETS TO -(insert number here) CELCIUS!" U dun get the point eh? This is australia, and i'm in mainland city. 2 more degrees lower and in this rainy season of ours, IT COULD ACTUALLY SNOW.

Global warming, or climate change if those are to blame, is surely taking a piss at us. I'm starting to wear dual layers, and yeah, for me thats bad xD i usually walk around with a T but now i just don't wanna bother. I still hone my 3/4 pride though xD

Next week is exam week, and i have to say that i don't feel frightened at all. Don't get me wrong, its not coz i know all the answers and have the slightest of worries coz i'll walk out with a HD in my pocket, but rather coz.. well frankly, I don't care. >.> I know dad is right when he says still do your best even despite how much it might not matter anymore, but i just can't seem to get myself to even look at a page of material i'm supposed to study. Yet i still wanna attend the exam. One would say whats the point eh? Either way i'm fluffed >_> ahh well, what to do. I've been too slack. My friend even complains that i'm not even as big a gamer anymore. So yeah, what is certainly going on coz if i'm not losing interest or spending too much time on study coz of games, what is really taking up everything? hmm.

Meh, looking really forward to go back. So many things to do, so many people to meet and see and greet and so on so forth... I'm actually worried whether i can actually cram it all in and doozle back to australia satisfied that i've done everything i need.

We'll see when the time comes i guess. For the moment i'll leave you to see this.


It was actually quite yum lol >.> i actually left it to simmer for quite some time and it ended up burning the bottom of the pot abit and also overflowing out xD but its all good haha.

Audio addictions updated, koi no mega lover! xD Truly a revolutionary song with an intense amount of genre marriage.

EDIT: This is kinda interesting. firewall tests. Take a read at it. Turns out i gotta check out this Outpost firewall. Hmm... Also, please feel free to laugh at Microsoft's constant... FAIL.

HAH! Microsoft = FAIL. TAKE THAT!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

3d Modelling

Damn it... i gotta really learn how to make works like these >.>




So awesomely intense... the first type of pic on the left is the actual model itself, with the lines showing those geometry bends... then he uses a VERY good normal map, which is shown when applied in the center picture, making the model look like it has polygons where it actually has none whatsoever. Bump-ed if you will.

Finally you have the model with a texture applied to it, and some decent lighting. How intense is that... i need some of that skill x_x

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Overkill?

So I know i should be studying instead of doing this crap but meh -.- i'm bored its 9am, sue me.

Onto matters, i just gamed C&C 3 not long ago for a non stop whopping 12 hours. Scary it is. Question posed: is there really a thing called overkill xD coz its just cool once u do :P


V35 Ox Transport: Wait... why are they attacking? O_O


Well lets just say there's a fun little exploit and in the latest version they increased its armor to 170%. BWAHAHAHAHAHA


Nod Venom aircraft! woooo


pre hammering screenshot


No, absolutely NOT overkill : D


Flooded screen wooooo


Oh NOES I R EVOLVING INTO A KILLING MACHINE GAMER! I have CS hands now O_O Quick quick! GIVE ME A GUN! Then i can fulfil Jack Thompsons prophecy of killing gamers! lol. But seriously, those are my workout gloves, not ones used for actual... gun wielding or what not >.>


Something random for the masses :P


Just thought i'd post this here as well, its one of the works i'm doing, testing to see how it embeds o.o


Updated version o.o (Filefront video seems to be cutting off my first few frames as well as the last few. WEIRD.)


Did the same for this to, but yeah, anyway, just uploaded the Shoot animations.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I am only angry.

Words of the Blogger: SNAFU. (Situation Normal: All Fucked Up)

2 weeks since i've sent in my player for servicing. 2 weeks. Sent in through air mail express and with insurance. Said that it'd reach in the next day. HAH. I LAUGH. my 170 AUD player LOST IN THE POST. SanDisk claiming they haven't recieved it yet, and thank god i have a FREAKING tracking number on it. -.- I'm seriously pissed. I might just keep the player to myself for now. No point sending it in now as i finish in less than 3 weeks and they said it'd take over 3-5 weeks when initially they told me instant. I am only angry. Angry like RAWR angry. As in Stab stab THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING OMGWTFBBQ angry. >.< grr. All that wait without my beloved player for NOTHING! >.<

In other news, exams are also in a few weeks, mainly 1 or 2. Situation? FUBAR. WHAT? ANOTHER ACRONYM?! HSIN YANG HAVE YOU GONE MAD? I assure you i'm only as insane as bush. which is very. Yes. FUBAR. meaning? Fucked Up Beyond All Repair. WHY HSIN YANG WHY ARE YOU ACRONYM SPAMMING ME! MY BRAIN IS TOO SLOW AND SENILE TO HANDLE SUCH L33TNESS!!! Hmm... would probably because its one of the words i saw around quite often but never knew what it meant till now. Fun to know new things >.>

Picture posting to come soon, but as of now i think i'll spam in some more random pics haha.

Friday, June 01, 2007

New month

Dear blog, this is gonna be a shitty month. I know it. I can feel it coming. >.> Lets hope it has mercy on me.

Words of the Blogger: "Don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something. Someone can't do something, they want to tell you that you can't do it to. If you've got a dream, chase it." - Quote from "In Pursuit of Happyness"

Btw, new calendar up and oh... raz... dva... STAMPUHH!!!