Nothing to really do now... got exams but its only 2 more... haiz... so evil... the ones this year are so much more harder than the previous years... neways went out to makan something special just to get rid of the sadness... friend brought me to this malaysian stall lol.. he even din kno it was malaysian... managed to eat BBQ pork noodles... pretty syok.. but then again, nothing like the real thing.
Gonna come back really reheeeallly soon... so... i suppose im happy la... but then again although i know i want to come back and be greeted well by family, i also want to be remembered by my friends... things are just so weird... i spend a year with them and now im like a relic of the past... i suppose life has to go on... im not really giving up though... i got faith and all... hopefully can do like some group meeting lol
SPM going to finish already... so is my exams.. just feel like going home earlier. I don't know.. i just feel so forgotten... unwanted kinda thing i suppose... i've been having this feeling all of my life and i got to know how it felt to be acknowledged and cared for last year but now, after going to oz, life's just so... dull... i hate the people(well, not all but some... most....) i hate the food (except for some i suppose... its like eating the crap stuff... u get so used to it and next time u see the same thing, u will think its crap) and i hate my life (No real comment on this one... things change).
I guess all i can say is that i really dislike being forgotten... but then again, i can do nothing to really stop that can i? i've tried all i can... the rest is up to them... haiz... nvm... if they dont... im just nothing.... T_T
Friday, November 26, 2004
Sunday, November 14, 2004
OMFG...
These few days have to be the weirdest days of my life... First, i go to the city with a friendand while coming back, i get checked out by two girls... As in like.. they were looking at me and talking to each other... dunno whether good or bad (they were asians...) I Ignored them and when they passed, they looked at me and waved at me... simply weird.
Next day, saturday. The school firewall was down and i took advantage by checking my friendster and myspace account i think. Two girls tried to add me into their list just because i seemed "funny". Well, this one might be pretty normal.
Now for the worst case. Saturday night. I didn't know that we were having some 50 girls come over for dinner. Went down anyhow just to show face. Had my dinner and just lounged around when i noticed this... asian girl was looking at me quite alot. Ignored, leaned on couch and talked to the guys. Before i even knew it, she crept behind me, and suddenly introduced herself from behind. Year 9 from Singapore she said... Not to mention very intouch with her IT life too.
Conversation went on quite well with many intruducings... Its only when the movie started that things got expecially weird. She starts complaining how her leg hurts and the bandaid she has was coming off, so i went and got her mine. They, from both of us sitting perpendicular to each other, she started moving closer to my side. Then she asks me for pen and paper and she gave me her email address (i gave her mien to be polite). She said she didn't have a phone.
Right... Next, she stares at me numerous times while i was watching the film (pretend i didn't notice). Then she starts telling me how every one of the other girls were sitting with a guy, (by that time, all my and her friends had abandoned us, i didnt really care). Even when i went to the toilet without her knowing, she asked me where i went.
Then i thought she might be bored or something of the movie so i bring her to the common room so that i also can play pool with my friends... She starts tickling me and excessively touching my hands and stomach... OMFG! haiz... its just scary for me loh... prolly she hasn't got into a relationship before (neither have i) thats why she... was acting rheheheallly naive... either way, she accidentally left her cap and now its my responsibility to return it to her... troublesome, and i have to meet her again. oh well..
Next day, saturday. The school firewall was down and i took advantage by checking my friendster and myspace account i think. Two girls tried to add me into their list just because i seemed "funny". Well, this one might be pretty normal.
Now for the worst case. Saturday night. I didn't know that we were having some 50 girls come over for dinner. Went down anyhow just to show face. Had my dinner and just lounged around when i noticed this... asian girl was looking at me quite alot. Ignored, leaned on couch and talked to the guys. Before i even knew it, she crept behind me, and suddenly introduced herself from behind. Year 9 from Singapore she said... Not to mention very intouch with her IT life too.
Conversation went on quite well with many intruducings... Its only when the movie started that things got expecially weird. She starts complaining how her leg hurts and the bandaid she has was coming off, so i went and got her mine. They, from both of us sitting perpendicular to each other, she started moving closer to my side. Then she asks me for pen and paper and she gave me her email address (i gave her mien to be polite). She said she didn't have a phone.
Right... Next, she stares at me numerous times while i was watching the film (pretend i didn't notice). Then she starts telling me how every one of the other girls were sitting with a guy, (by that time, all my and her friends had abandoned us, i didnt really care). Even when i went to the toilet without her knowing, she asked me where i went.
Then i thought she might be bored or something of the movie so i bring her to the common room so that i also can play pool with my friends... She starts tickling me and excessively touching my hands and stomach... OMFG! haiz... its just scary for me loh... prolly she hasn't got into a relationship before (neither have i) thats why she... was acting rheheheallly naive... either way, she accidentally left her cap and now its my responsibility to return it to her... troublesome, and i have to meet her again. oh well..
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Hewoo...
1st november today... had really bad start.. dunno how it happenned summo... clock rang at 7:20, i end up waking up at around 8. How f**ked is that? i mean... how could anyone sleep through more than 30mins of ringing! thats so whacked! aniwae, didn't get any breaky so very the sleepy now haha.... oh well... must survive! at least until the end of the exams! it begins the week after the week after next week.. lol.
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