WHAT THE FUK

Warning, this link i am posting might be extremely offensive to some, either if ur a feminist or a 1/2 decent gamer, graphics user.

I fall under almost all of them >_<. Some of you might know the release of the console gaming machine, the Xbox 360. Its some pretty wonderful piece of gaming and technological advancements. REALLY. My story is not about the console itself, but the games made for it however. I mean... instead of making awesome games with graphics unspeakable of until now such as this,



Some bright mind up in Japan decided to make another DOAX2. Ok, truthfully, i wasn't against it at first. Denying some... uhh... fanservice so to say would be un guy-ish, and i admit that the first installment was nice for the time being. However, having just watched this second installment, i was put into shock. Shock not coz it was really really good stuff, but it was utter CRAP. Graphics didn't change, and probably the only thing that changed was the boobies.

Yes, you heard me, the boobies. They upped it a notch so to say, and now the boobies look like they could just tear apart any moment!!! >_< i seriously don't see point in this. The trailer was narrated badly, the hair graphics was fukin ridiculous, and if u just concentrate on the other details, u can see how much they think they're gonna make with this. New skimpy outfits, sexy babes. Shallow bastards.

Don't get me wrong, i have nothing against boobies. I swear, i'm still a normal guy. I just hate to see such a horrible and insulting game, not only to the people who are non gamers, but to some gamers itself, endure with this abomination. My hatred for this game i once at least respected abit as a decent fighting game is now in shambles. I can't quite describe what i feel, u have to see it for yourself. Thats right, see the processing power of the Xbox 360 divert from all the nice graphics like those in the Armored Core 4 screenshot above to just BOOBIES.

Extremely offensive link to some


YOU CAN'T TELL ME THESE DON'T LOOK LIKE THEY'RE GONNA RIP APART. And the hair! OH GOD >_<


Thankfully, i was not the only one who thought the same way.

Stepmania

INHUMAN!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LSBUJL14Jk

O_O

Well certainly i've seen people put their hands out of windows before. All to common a sight in Malaysia, together with a ciggie in the other hand, holding the steering wheel blasting music and laying way too back on the chair. Certainly asking for something bad to happen >_<... then again, just this morning while i was riding the bus to uni, i saw someone actually put their FEET out the windows LOL...

Well, ok so it wasn't exactly the driver, but the navigator, but still... i was like... O_o wasn't wearing any shoes, but yeah... FEET? i'd excuse hands but feets are just way off... the guy was just lying back with his feet sticking out the window =_= and the driver was a girl? how does that make sense. I wonder why she didn't stop him >_<

Meh, prooves that the world still never ceases to amaze me, apart from the fact that i just read that Maxtor Hard Drives for computers have a tendency to CATCH ON FIRE O_O. And alot of people were complaining they're crap. Funny coz i have always owned Maxtor hard disks and none of them became a barbeque grill or u know.... coughed up and died! And yeah, as one guy was saying in the forums, maybe they're sending the crap ones just to the states xD

Will keep in mind though. The day my Hard Drive full of my downloads which i love all too much catch on fire i think i'll suicide xD. Other than that news, me = lonely O_o. Ok so no change there, but u know, its actually affecting my behaviour abit now. Not lonely as in no friends, but uhh... lonely as in i want something more >_< i will reinforce what ur thinking now of me being a loner with me hanging out quite often with other students in my classes and being quite friendly with the teachers/ lecturers ;D.

Is is time that the transformation take place from me turning into a really really desperate guy who ends up getting just any girl for the fun of it? Certainly hope not. While i'm not keeping my options closed to just one person in mind, i won't take just anybody. Maybe thats why i'm still single lol... i've got STANDARDS >_<.

Anyway, Exams coming in 3 weeks and after those weeks, on the 28th of November, here's me flying back to Msia :D.

Oh and another thing, to my sister if she reads this, Che, the reason why i'm close to the family now rather than u is coz if u notice i spend much more time with family, and well, that certain Singapore incident just destroyed ur image to a desperate person who doesn't give crap. They're still quite pissed over it i can tell u that.

Mindless

Whats happenning to me. I'm being too carefree. I don't give a shit about anything anymore. I just missed whole of today's uni lesson. Not impressed, yet i didn't care. I was THAT unhappy until i didn't care about anything else.

I'm fucking pissed off at myself right now. I can't believe whats happenning to me. Frustration is currently my main mood now. I'm also ANGRY LIKE SHIT. At myself that is.

Its time i built up my resolve. I can't stand being this way. I'm gonna do what i have to. I don't wanna dissapoint anyone anymore. This is my last chance and i'm not going to fuck it up.

Lazyness.

Yeah, now only i'm putting up and changing into October. Gomen =_= Also by the time this is put up, i should have changed my current addiction and added an intergrated windows media player into it....

Hopefully

EDIT: Yay... works for me... also, this track is cool ;D

Its from the Air Gear Soundtrack lol... and yeah, the Dj's name is Skankfunk O_O

Sadness

I don't know when i started to realise this... that i was really quite unhappy with my life the way it is. I don't know what i want in life anymore. I don't know when i lost my reason to live. Life has never been to drab for me. Things like anime and games... they do make me happy but such materialistic temporary happiness... surely i didn't expect it to keep me happy forever...

I don't really know anymore. I have never been this sad and confused with my life. Everyday of living is just like a robot. Everything. Sure u can say i decide what my life is to become, but I... i can't seem to make myself happy. As much as i have a interest in robotics, i would never want to be one. To look through life... in a camera... it would be no different from looking through life from a computer monitor right now. No matter how many Bits or True Colour or whatever we have, we can never replace the vibrance of actual life. No matter how good graphics get or processing gets, we can never replace the warmth and comfort that the real people around us give us.

I don't know where i'm getting at. Not that i'm trying to say that i'm sick of the computer... but i don't know... i guess i feel very alone right now... No matter how many friends i get whom i know would always be by my side, i feel alone. I... just have this chunk in my life making me sad everyday that i don't have it. This missing person or thing in my life that is supposed to make me who i am.

Who is Hsin Yang anyway? i don't know myself. Who am i? can someone tell me? what makes me different from the others around me? WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE. WHY AM I LIVING. guh.. I'm sick of this... of this life... maybe i should've taken an art stream instead of art. heh... I've always told people about thinking of their future and that securing a job in a science stream would yield a better future. Yet, no matter how much science can offer you, there are somethings it can't replace... like how money can't buy everything. Money can buy people's lives at points, but can you buy their soul? no matter what they say, a life bought from money is loyal to not you but the money. I don't know where i'm getting at now.

haha... and here i am in Principles in computer systems class ranting about my life. I don't know. I'm just not satisfied. I don't have a reason to live so i might as well die right? Where i obviously won't do something as take my life, i would sit for hours thinking about my life and why i'm so unhappy.

I'll stop now, somehow conveying my feelings doesn't make me feel any better. i'm off.

T_T

Man... 1st time i cried watching an anime... and not only that, the anime's movie as well >_<

AIR is definitely one of my favourites now >_< Ends really nicely i feel as well, so i am somewhat satisfied with the somewhat... happy ending >_> Lacks guy kinda content, very little to no fanservice, and to think this originated from a h-game >_< (uhh... yeah.... h as in hentai as in pr0n >_<) No, this anime had NO sex scenes... just... uggh... i want more but anymore will tarnish the already perfect ending >_>

Feeling happy/ lovey lovey >_>

Holidays Over~

Blargh, so its time for me to do another post i guess... right now i'm sitting with my Dell laptop on my lap in uni with wireless ;D and no, hopefully it doesn't blow up coz its above my crotch and i don't feel like getting sterilised anytime soon O_O. Gonna have to do another post soon today coz i wanted to post my new pic for the month up, just haven't got down to it... kinda.... >_<

Holidays were alrightish i guess. Most of the time i spent playing games, eating and sleeping lol... which doesn't surprise some anyway. Very uneventful and uggh... dare i say it kinda  boring. Not doing Uni made me feel so useless for some reason. The feeling of not having an organized and goal-ed life for 2 weeks really didn't feel very good >_<

Top the cake with the thought of me for some reason worrying about Osh >_< dunno why, just did. Its kinda like... coz i didn't see her online for quite some time i got kinda worried and started to question what happenned >_> i'm ruling it to because she's on holiday now >_< i don't wanna assume some bad crap coz well... i don't even want to comprehend such a thing.

On other news, maybe i DID do something productive over the weeks. I did learn on how to read Hiragana, some Katakana and some Kanji. For those of you that are not sure (And i'm not too sure myself with these descriptions), They're all different forms of Japanese writing... Katakana is used for spelling most foreign words like... Ultraman :P since thats in english its spelt in Katakana :D. Then there's hiragana which is a step up from katakana in that its ABIT more difficult to read, and is used to make out most common words like... eating and stuff :P

Then we reach the big one. KANJI. I dislike it yet its there lol... Used to spell nouns and proper nouns, e.g. names and names of places :P and some other various stuff. Tough as hell to write, and tough as hell to read. And yes, by that i mean that i've actually tried reading full blown untranslated japanese manga lol.. to my own surprise i understood 50% or more of the manga xD. All that i didn't understand were mostly words and sentences i couldn't comprehend and well yes, the KANJI >_<

In related news i'm also beginning to understand more of my japanese audio conversation tracks :P the language is prooving itself useful already. By 4 years of this self learn i should be quite able to do jap ;) well, i guess i better go now, class starts in 1 minute, but its always nice to turn up fashionably late anyway... haha...

ooh and 1 more thing. Visit www.uncyclopedia.org. Endless amounts of laughs and fun for me xD