Hmm..

bored bored... i have to study... so much to do.. why am i even sending this? muaz dunno... haiz... i can't believe that my school years are coming to an end and that i'm moving on to university already... seemed so quick! hmm hmm...

I did a flashback the other day... I remembered my 16th year of living... haiz... loved it... i remembered the people there, and their role in my life... i actually wished that we didn't have to go our own seperate paths... something like being frozen in time... in that exact moment... never ending... but i guess i just dream too much...

Living here really has made me appreciate them even mroe... they were my friends... as in.. real friends... and now they're all over... not that its bad in different ways i suppose... like if i visit that country i can get a free tour... LOL!

Still, i wish i could relive those times... those treasured and most precious moments of my life...

In Japanese, "Watashi wa Taisetsu no Hibi des"... i think that's correct... should be.. lol... just that this says My most precious days... Close enough! I loved those days

Racism Eh...

I love how u can post blogs using email... this way it dont cost me to blog... Neways, back to the matter at hand. Exams approaching, assignments increasing... hmmm and me working... gotta loove the equation... i'm actually working! well, except for now... coz i am writing this... but it doesnt matter.

It seems so fast how the years have passed... just like that! bam... more than half a year gone... wont say down the drain, not a total waste... meh...

I just decided to continue writing more as i am now quite fired up... THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST RACIST AND INCORRECT STATEMENT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I found this on a thread that linked to this petition. READ BELOW TO SEE WHAT I MEAN

To: George Bush

Here in America, we live in a climate of moral decay. What is the cause of this? It is called "anime". Anime is a perverse, evil, insiduous form of animation from the dark land of Japan, and is corrupting America's youth at unprecedented rates. Here are a few examples of anime which are circulating on the Internet and may very well be in your home:

1) Ah My Goddess: A sick and disgusting show which causes children under the age of 18 to think they are capable of love. The main female character is clearly under 18, and is forced into a romantic relationship by an older man who "wishes" for her to be his girlfriend forever. He even KISSES her, and she appears NAKED. That poor girl must be so confused.

2) Love Hina: I'm not even going to mention the unspeakable, disgusting, pedophilic, pornograhpic events which transpire during this show, but suffice it to say, groups of young men on Love Hina-fueled rampages are raping children at a level unheard of since the 60s.

If you are a parent or a decent human being, I urge you to sign this petition to ban all forms of anime in the United States. Anyone who is found in possesion of anime should be arrested and jailed for an exhorbant period of time. Anime is a dark scourge upon our beautiful nation, and we don't need this Japanese filth corrupting the hearts of the children.

As a resonsible Christian, I demand to see this garbage removed from our nation. Please sign this petition and send it to George Bush, your Congressman, and the makers/distributors of anime filth and depravity.

Do the right thing.

I Dont know about you, but this has to be the most racist set of words that i have read in ages, i didn't choose to believe that such people existed but hey, i am mistaken. Even the F**KING info of the anime are wrong.

Ah My Goddess... She is a freaking goddess!!! what makes you think she is under 18? Forced into relationship? she was the one who started it! older man? What the F**K! He is a UNI STUDENT!!! He never wished for her to be his GF 4eva, and she is not naked. This person is just sick and demented. My comment on this one: "F**KING KNOW BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING F**KFACE". Sorry, just abit angry with the racist comments.

Now lets look at Love Hina and examine what this Fag had to say. Mention of the unspeakable he says... pedophilic he says... porno he says... well, this person says that it is a rape fest. That is so not correct. It's a group of girls and 1 guy to correct that, and no rape ever happenned. This is one sick bastard. Secondly, EVEN IF THEY ACTUALLY MANAGED TO BAN ANIME BASED ON THIS STUPID REASONS THERE IS STILL PORN DUMBASS!!!... DID YOU KNOW THAT THE US HAS SO MUCH PORN THAT IT CAN EVEN FILL BUSH'S WIDE EMPTY HEAD? geez... Over here we see pedofile porn... oh look! IT'S CHILDREN YOUNGER THAN THE AGE OF 10 EVEN. Now what is in this corner...WOW... this shouldn't be happening... A RAPE IN PROGRESS BEING FILMED! Gee its spreading all over the internet... ooh... not good.... >=(. You F**KING fag... ur the one raping women out there. I, for one, am a feminist so F**K off.

I'm so so sorry.. this is too much for me to handle. Anyway, tell me... which is worse. Watching live bare skin, being raped for real, and having known that there are real pedofiles in the world, or watching imaginary anime, that for that matter, most DO NO CONTAIN PORN MATERIAL.

I know i'm being abit racist and unfair to the good people out there, but GOD.. I HATE STUPID AMERICANS.

hmm hmm...

Ah... the time of the year where i go... "F**K! i've got only this much time left till my trial exams!". Ah... gotta love it... the pure stress on myself to study... come to think of it, i've been waiting for this for a very very long time... lets just say that i haven't been studying very diligently all year round... i however, am going to make up for it by doing this! haha!

Well, apart from this, Osh if ur reading this, i'm sorry that i can't reply your sms now... coz i got no more credit <-- somehow i dont know how i finish it so quickly, but anyway. Well, i guess that she's right in a way. As long as i have the memories its alright... but sometimes, wouldn't one want more than just memories? something that you can remember even when you get older? i mean... face it... old ppl forget easily... =P, and i dont mean taking pictures. Having the picture of someone already dead ain't gonna make u any happier. Haiz... too bad we aren't immortal ya?